Rule of St. Benedict: Chapter 44: How the Excommunicated Are to Make Satisfaction, November 23, 2016

March 24, July 24, November 23

Chapter 44: How the Excommunicated Are to Make Satisfaction

One who for serious faults is excommunicated

from oratory and table

shall make satisfaction as follows.

At the hour when the celebration of the Work of God is concluded

in the oratory,

let her lie prostrate before the door of the oratory,

saying nothing, but only lying prone with her face to the ground

at the feet of all as they come out of the oratory.

And let her continue to do this

until the Abbess judges that satisfaction has been made.

Then, when she has come at the Abbess’s bidding,

let her cast herself first at the Abbess’s feet

and then at the feet of all,

that they may pray for her.

And next, if the Abbess so orders,

let her be received into the choir,

to the place which the Abbess appoints,

but with the provision that she shall not presume

to intone Psalm or lesson or anything else in the oratory

without a further order from the Abbess.

Moreover, at every Hour,

when the Work of God is ended,

let her cast herself on the ground in the place where she stands.

And let her continue to satisfy in this way

until the Abbess again orders her finally to cease

from this satisfaction.

But those who for slight faults are excommunicated

only from table

shall make satisfaction in the oratory,

and continue in it till an order from the Abbess,

until she blesses them and says, “It is enough.”

Some thoughts

There is a tremendous freedom, I think, in admitting one has made a mistake, done wrong. An openness, an honesty, a transparency that could only do us good. “I was wrong. I am sorry for my wrong. Let me make reparation, if possible.” I find it freeing myself. I have learned the hard way to be willing to admit I goofed up and to take responsibility for it. To do otherwise leaves me feeling like a fraud wondering when I will be found out and I can’t live with the tension of pretending to be what I am not.

On the flip side of that is also the willingness to forgive. It may actually be easier to admit one has done wrong than it is to forgive.

 I know I want to hold onto my grudges, sometimes. I feel so outraged that I am unable to hear “I am sorry, please forgive me” from another. I want more than that. I want my wrong righted. And i am not the only one who feels this way. I see it around me every day.

Having long puzzled over why this is, I’ve come to a conclusion. I think the thing that makes it so hard for us to forgive is our desire to have the hurt undone, to go back to before the time when we were offended, betrayed, robbed, etc. An unwillingness to forgive may come from our denial of the inability of the offender to make it as if it had never happened. An unwillingness on our part that our reality has been changed and we must learn to live with the results.

Jesus tells us to forgive as we would ourselves be forgiven. Cause and effect is at work. If we do not forgive, we make ourselves people who cannot be forgiven in our turn. I imagine that the monastics, as they walk by their sister or brother on the ground at their feet, are reminded that it could be they themselves on the ground the next time. We all err. We are all sources of offence to others at some time or the other. We are powerless to go back in time and make it as if the offence, the wrong, had never happened. We have to learn to live with what we have done just as we have to learn to live with what others have done to us.

We forgive. We are forgiven. It is enough.

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2 thoughts on “Rule of St. Benedict: Chapter 44: How the Excommunicated Are to Make Satisfaction, November 23, 2016

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