Rule of St. Benedict: Chapter 71: That the Brethren Be Obedient to One Another, December 29, 2016

April 29, August 29, December 29

Chapter 71: That the Brethren Be Obedient to One Another

Not only is the boon of obedience

to be shown by all to the Abbot,

but the brethren are also to obey one another,

knowing that by this road of obedience they are going to God.

Giving priority, therefore, to the commands of the Abbot

and of the Superior appointed by him

(to which we allow no private orders to be preferred),

for the rest

let all the juniors obey their seniors

with all charity and solicitude.

But if anyone is found contentious,

let him be corrected.

And if any brother,

for however small a cause,

is corrected in any way by the Abbot or by any of his Superiors,

or if he faintly perceives

that the mind of any Superior is angered or moved against him,

however little,

let him at once, without delay,

prostrate himself on the ground at his feet

and lie there making satisfaction

until that emotion is quieted with a blessing.

But if anyone should disdain to do this,

let him undergo corporal punishment

or, if he is stubborn, let him be expelled from the monastery.

Some Thoughts

The concept of mutual obedience is such a stark contrast to our modern “who do you think you are to tell me what I should do” way of thinking, isn’t it? I confess I am very much product of my times, as much as I hate to admit it, and when someone tells me what to do, I have a rude response, at least mentally.

I have an example… I am very sorry to say that on the day of Christmas Arts (our major fundraiser at my church for our outreach programs) I thought I’d lend a hand by putting away the janitorial style mop and bucket not realizing that it had dirty water in it. Pushed it through the room, got to the the hallway and the bucket tipped over having come to grief on the metal strip where the carpeting in the hall starts and the tile floor of the parish hall ends. I am very sorry to report that I bellowed (no other word for it) a four letter scatological word beginning with ‘s’. Then as I tried to clean up the mess, in a much quieter voice I cursed myself out and the ‘f’ word predominated this monologue. Some people came and helped me and I apologized over and over and over again.

Coupla days later I received an email from someone who had not been there but whose children were. I had noticed the presence of the kids, but sad to say, I wasn’t paying any attention to anything except the horrible mess I had made on such an important day at such a bad time, that I doubt very much it would have made a difference. The gentleman wrote to me in very judgemental terms but even so all I could do was nod my head because, expressed judgementally or not, he was right. I was with him 100%, I agreed with everything he said, no matter how unflatteringly expressed.

Didn’t even hurt because he was so right.

And then he lost me. He wrote that he “demanded that I never use such language in front of his children again.” I fear I did not respond well to the word “demand”. He had written at length about self-control, remembering where I was, my responsibility under the baptismal covenant to the children of the parish, the hypocrisy of a nun using that language and on and on. As I said, I agreed with everything he said until the “demand”.

My response was, first of all, to apologize once again, to tell him how right he was etc. And then in a new paragraph, I quoted back to him

everything he said to me about self-control, remembering where I was etc, only I framed it in terms of him and ended it with a demand that he and his girlfriend, their friends and their children stop treating the Lord’s house as if it were a party zone having such audible conversations before and during the service because it interfered with the prayers of others.

This all happened at the very beginning of the month and within 2 days, I realized how very wrong I had been to write this way, that as much as I disliked his use of the word “demand” that maybe he was right to use it. I even emailed him and said so, apologizing for my response, confessing that it was sinful of me to have written that way and asking his forgiveness. I’ve never heard from him again.

So I have been ruminating long and hard about my preference for a “who do you think you are” response instead of one that better reflects my vows as a nun, the RB upon which I claim to base my life and the very real mutual interdependence of all of us in the Body of Christ and my own ego and lack of humility.

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